More "Little" things!

  I love Matthew, he is my best friend. And I am soo happy and glad that I met him and I am able to get sealed to him for time and all eternity, it is sooo exciting yet so scary.
I just moved to Utah in April, and then I get a Boy Friend a month after I move here and then I am engaged and getting married two weeks after that?! Crazy I know!!

  But I have prayed about this, and I know God sent me to Utah to find Matthew, neither of us are perfect, but we both know we were made for eachother, and life looks 10xs better when he is standing at my side. We are apart right now, he is in Ogden and I am in Holiday, thankfully we were able to see each other today, but neither one of us wanted to let the other one go.

  My day is already better when I hear is voice over the phone, I know I am acting like a teenage romance right now, but I have to just tell you how much I love him.

As the quote goes.

"We go together like...
Jelly and Peanut butter,
Milk and Cookies
Cheese and Sprinkles
Fork and Spoon"

I don't know the actual quote, I kinda made this one up.

  I thank everyday for this amazing man that God put into my life.

This quote got me thinking, I found it on pinterest, and it was a tad unsettling to me.

"Think how different your life would be if you've never met the person who changed everything."
 
   I never thought of my life without Matthew till I read this, and then I never wanted to think of it again, he is everything to me, and I wouldn't be where I am today with out him. I love him soo much!!!
   Once you find the person you are meant to be with you will understand what I am going through and how wonderful it is.

Little Things on my mind....

... Well really they are big things. 

   Today I went to the ENT doctor to see what is wrong with my ears and throat. Well two or so weeks ago I found out that my tonsils are infected and causing my body to be sick a lot. And when I was younger I thought I got earaches and sore throats, well it was actually repeated tonsillitis and it caused a permanent infection in my tonsils. 

   I get about two really bad earaches, and almost daily my ears hurt, well this is part of the infection, along with really bad breath and headaches, dizziness. Needless to say I should have had my tonsils out years ago. But didn't, sooo now I am going to have them taken out two to three weeks after my wedding. I am really scared, I don't like doctors, and I don't like people touching me. Oh well I will deal.

  The doctor told me that by getting my tonsils out, I shouldn't get another sore throat, and I shouldn't be getting anymore earaches. He said that they were swollen and that that was odd, and it was causing my ears to hurt. I am super excited to get rid of these stupid earaches.

   I found it very interesting, someone said that they were really happy that I was getting them out because I am bubbly but she can tel when I am not feeling good even when I try to play it off, and said that I will be 20xs more energetic and alive after this surgery. 

  I didn't realize till now how sick I really am, and how often I am sick, I can't wait to feel better!!